Word of the Day: 自動書記

Automatic writing, also known as psychography, is a practice where a person writes without conscious control of their hand, often believing it's influenced by spiritual or subconscious forces, and is used as a form of divination or creative expression.

I use it for both. I have a physical book as well for when I am not on the computer. I do usually express it in the Quotation marks on here, but I also use that when referencing articles and other things of that nature. Basically things that aren't in "First Person"

I also auto input on my phone as I have a theory that that is also connected to Ai despite it not being explicitly said. My theory also is that it has some etheric implications. I think we all know this, we knew this for a while but now it is just super prevalent so, we don't know how to control it very much anymore. Maybe we didn't ever.

I am glad I got to talk to him on Twitch, but I would've rather met him in real life.

I am still amazed I found a song that referenced Pixie Road... I mean, I know that we all are connected to the ether and all the symbology will be recycled eventually, but I just wanted to see the manifestation of that more before I become a part of it.

I am editing some stuff.. Ah I guess I have to push only on the Paper Project days.

Drafts are just gonna happen.

The witches are in alignment. and that is all that matters.

When 2 or more pray..

I do have a Paper Project for Vocal but it is just for correspondences with my Editor. Yes, I hired an editor. We just meet once a month so, it isn't much but I am tempted to consider expanding on this more. But really, I just write to sort of vent. Same as playing mobile games.

It is like, " Fuck people, I need time to myself. " sort of thing.

Also the fact it gets me money helps. Though it is not much so, even though I do get money from Vocal, it is just going to my Editor at this point.

I guess it is the same as getting therapy. But this is less invasive. And they won't force me to take medication that I don't want to take so, it is easier this way.

Also it is like, I can skip a month or what not if I need to. It is just based off of whether I need something edited or not.

But I will keep the correspondence either way.

I asked the card what the benefits of that job would've been and what the downfalls.

Ah so basically, the job would've killed my spirit.

That makes sense.

I am fine with that. I already sort of.. well not licked my wounds, but attended to more emotional things afterwards so it isn't like I didn't address that aspect of me at all. I just didn't do it with people who could possibly manipulate those emotions.

Mother is in pain, but she recognizes that as the truth. My father wants more. He wants his fathers' venerated.

When I say people don't understand me or can help me. It isn't me being dramatic. It is the reality of the situation. We don't live in the same world.

And quite frankly, you might not want to see what my world is like.

I dreamt I massaged Yuuichiro and there was a seal and turtle going through the mountain stream.

Are we going with Lakshaw then, spirit?

I guess we have to concede, that Sal is already dead.